Under two and a half weeks.

It has been less than 2.5 weeks, depending on when you measure. I had to check the calander to be certain because it sure as heck has seemed like a lifetime.

The harsh hurting has stopped, I kinda guess my defenses against that sort of feeling are stronger than they were in the past. What I am feeling now is sort of doldrum, heavy, numb, plodding that just seems to get me through my day.

I poked up the old online personals account, mostly to see what was around more than anything else. I doubt I'd have the will to do anything. But truth is, my heart is just not in it. Even just looking put me down a bit more.

Life goes I suppose.